If you can't stand the heat...get out of the kitchen.
Too late. I'm in it for the long haul. I trust God. All others will have to prove themselves to me. God is setting me up for another Dark Night. I thought I'd get a bit more time. I thought maybe He'd be nice and wait until after Christmas. But he knows best.
No this is not a punishment. It is not God testing me. It is God's gift to help me see who I really am, what I need to be, and where I need to go next. It is a gift of discernment. It is a gift of illumination. And right now, it hurts...
But all great healing begins with the acknowledgment of pain. OK God, I am hurting. Do your work. I'll breath deeply.
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